T0D4Y

Okay, well.

I have the worst luck...well no, I'm just clumsy.

I have the best boyfriend...

I ROCKED MY PRESENTATION!


Okay, this morning, I went to print something off of a laptop, and then my friend shows up at the door so I go to open it for her, and I trip over the laptop cord, the computer smashes to the ground...my flashdrive breaks. My ONLY vessel to get my presentation...broken. AND, my dad just bought it for me on SATURDAY. It's only Thursday. I burst into tears. How would I do my presentation?! I tried desperately to get it to work, but it's dead. Finally, my savior comes. She (was homecoming queen) comes up to me, says she can drive me home if I want to e-mail it to myself from my home computer. She is amazing! So she pretty much saved my life there.

Then I was stressing before my presentation because I hadn't practiced and I was presenting in a half hour...I called my mom and she ended up leaving me a message telling me to breathe and that she was on her way. Then I go out to listen to the message and Sean is there. Right outside the door. I attacked him with a hug, my phone went flying and broke. I am such a klutz. But he skipped his class to come see my presentation! I was so happy, I had been trying to call him to at least here him say I was gonna do great and he'd see me later, but he never answered. He came! I was so happy. But still really nervous.

My mom showed up, and my best friend, and my sister and her friend. My mom sat right in front of me. She gave me some words of advice and support before I started. Told me that if I'm an actress, I fake it until I make it. So I did. I saw tears in my mother's eyes as I opened with a monologue. It was a good presentation overall. I could have spoken longer, but I got the 19 minute marker shown so I wrapped it up quickly.

I will see if I passed soon!!!

L0V3, N

PR3S3NT4T10N!

Presentation tomorrow morning! 9:30 AM! I'm cutting it close! STILL WRITING IT!!

AAH!

And I TALK TOO FAST!!!!!

L0V3, N

S3N10R PR0J3CT

Well, guess what?! I passed my portfolio!!!

And now all I have to worry about is the fact that my presentation is THIS THURSDAY at, I think, 9:30 in the morning.

And I haven't started.

Time to work!

L0V3, N

Gravity and the World against ME

Let the battle begin!

Team N:

ME!
SEAN!
ADVIL!
WATER!
TEA!
SLEEP!
TABASCO SAUCE!
ASPRIN!
FOOD!

Team W:

GRAVITY!
ILLNESS!
HEADACHES!
MUSCLE ACHES!
HEART RACES!

Battle ONE:

TEAM W vs. ME!

Sitting in the Black Box, watching Rocky Horrow. Attack from World: Heart jumps to throat and starts racing! Retaliation from Me: Deep breaths, cuddles with Sean!
WINNER: ME!

Battle TWO:

TEAM W vs. ME!

W attack: Massive headaches and heart races. Retaliation from Me: screaming in pain, deep breaths for heart, screaming in pain.
WINNER: WORLD

Battle THREE:

TEAM W vs. ME w/ the help of Sean!

W Attack: MASSIVE HEADACHE! Retaliation: N lay down, Sean gets water, N walk to couch, Sean give tea with tabasco sauce added, sandwich, water, blankets and pillows.
WINNER? TEAM N!!! Sean and ME!

Battle FOUR:

TEAM W vs. ME

W Attack: MASSIVE MASSIVE HEADACHE, coupled with muscle aches, heart races, sore throat, and stomach ache. N Retaliation: Food, Diet Coke, Sleep, Asprin, Water, Food...
WINNER? Still WORLD

Status of Battle? TIED.

L0V3, N

Updates from 773H/HELL

Well, first off, Rocky Horror is great, I'm loving it.

Second, I have the most amazing boyfriend in the world and I love him.

Third, I hate senior project with a passion. I'm having health issues because of the lack of sleep I get from trying to do it.

L0V3, N

Rocky Horror....

Alright, so I lost my Rocky virginity....

What a STRANGE show!!!

I was glad to have Sean there with me, keep me safe, shield my eyes, hold my hand, and kiss me. ♥ Haha, but yeah, strange show...not a fan. Oh well. I have four more times to go to the show...eek.

BTW, I love Sean. Yes, I said it...LOVE. ♥

Haha, okay, off to do homework.

L0V3, N

The TH1RT13TH Post!

Today was amazing. Ah, SO amazing. I will go to sleep with a smile on my face FOR SURE.

Hmm, how to expand........

Nope, I'm gonna be mean and just leave it at that.

L0V3, N

Post # 29

Well, I just felt like saying....I am loving my life right now.

Yes, I am failing classes.
Yes, I am NOT on track to graduate on time.
Yes, I am behind on my senior project.
Yes, I do have drama in my life.

HOWEVER....

I have you. And you know who you are, though you probably won't read this, so I'll tell everyone else who will read this (most likely no one but myself) who you are. Sean.

Sean is first and foremost, to get that out there...my boyfriend. So back off ladies, this guy is MINE.

He is a tall (very tall, YAY!), dirty blonde (dirty in the hair color, guys!!), with beautiful eyes. Sean is sensitive, sweet, caring, adorable, loving, and protective...and I could go on.

My days are brighter now, and it's all thanks to you. ♥

Alright, so I really should end this post, because I really should work on Senior Project so I can graduate ON TIME.

Write soon....no I won't promise that...

♥
L0V3, N

When I Look At You...

Everybody needs inspiration
Everybody needs a song
A beautiful melody
When the nights are long

'cause there is no guarantee
That this life is easy

Yeah, When my world is falling apart
When there's no light
To break up the dark
That's when I, I
I look at you

When the waves are flooding the shore
And I can't find my way home any more
That's when I, I
I look at you

When I look at you
I see forgiveness
I see the truth
You love me for who I am
Like the stars hold the moon
Right there where they belong
And I know I'm not alone

Yeah, When my world is falling apart
When there's no light
To break up the dark
That's when I, I
I look at you

When the waves are flooding the shore
And I can't find my way home any more
That's when I, I
I look at you

You appear just like a dream to me
Just like kaleidoscope colors that cover me
All I need
Every breath that I breathe
Don't you know you're beautiful
Yeah yeah

When the waves are flooding the shore
And I can't find my way home any more
That's when I, I
I look at you

I look at you
Yeah
Whoa-oh
You appear just like dream to me

S0RRY!

Sorry loves! Haven't been here in a while.

Just a post to say hello! My great love to all!

L0V3, M3!