One of those days...

[Written a few days ago]

Today is one of those days...
When you hate yourself for the choice you made in an outfit this morning, for leaving your sunglasses on the kitchen counter, and for your poor judgement in what the weather would be like. For your love of black, and lack of confidence in showing your legs. For your decision to take the Community Transit bus, to walk, to take the bus, to sit and wait for the bus, only so it will take you up a hill and then to walk...again. Ending up in a doubtful opportunity to change your clothes before you have to leave again.

Today is one of those days...
When you wish you'd made better choices, when you wish you had wings and could fly home. When you wish you had magical powers, powers to turn back time, or to speed it up only for you, to shut up the idiot drivers you are ashamed to admit you go to school with.

Today is one of those days...
When time moves too slowly, every time you look at the clock it's the same number.

Today is not a good day...not right now at least.