So, everyone, I GRADUATED!!!
I am officially ALUMNI! =]
I had so much trouble speaking after I graduated, too, it was rather entertaining. I don't remember what I was saying but instead of 'graduated' I said 'graduating'...and other stuff like that. Not like my uncle who intentionally said 'Ya! Gradiated Girl!'. Haha, I love my uncle.
So, graduation. So amazing.
I arrived at the school (our graduation was held on the football field of another high school...our schools share that field for games), and went into the gym. FILLED with students in dark blue caps and gowns. I was nervous, and I was a little sad because I was looking at all these people that I didn't know and probably wouldn't see for a very long time. I'm kind of sad that I didn't got to Grad Night, either, but I won't tell my mom that.
It came time for us to line up and nerves and excitement coursed through me. We left the gym in our two separate lines and went into our two separate locker rooms. Entering on the field together in two separate lines. I spotted a group of my family and friends watching me. Dad, Mom, Boyfriend, Aunt, Cousin, Uncle. I was actually surprised that my aunt and cousin had come on such short notice, I'd called them only two days before. And I hadn't seen either of them in YEARS. So that was great.
We walked onto the field, and stood in front of our seats. The National Anthem was played and then the class of 2010 was allowed to sit. Our principal gave a speech. Then an exchange student from Ghana gave a speech that almost brought tears to my eyes. Our ASB president gave a speech, followed by our three valedictorians' speeches. Then the student selected tag team of 'Paine' and 'Swain' gave their speech. Another great one. And then Row One stood to recieve their 'diplomas'. Ha, truth be told, the secret of many graduations...they don't get the actual diploma. They get the diploma HOLDER.
A girl at our school has leukemia and hasn't attended a single class all year because she has lived past her deadline. She is a miracle and inspiration to all of us. She was given an honorary degree or something like that, and participated in graduation with us. Everyone in the stadium, and all of the graduates on the field, stood and applauded as she walked across the field to get her honorary degree. It was special. And then a girl next to her, in front of me, turned to her after and I heard her say 'And you thought no one was going to clap for you.' It was sad, and it was touching.
When my line stood up, I was extremely nervous. I saw my sister sitting in the band, making a heart shape with her hands towards me. Her friend had a camera and was taking pictures of me. I tried to spot her boyfriend in the band, but I couldn't find him. My friend Megan was in the band also, giving me two thumbs up. I stepped up to the podium, whispered how to say my name to the person reading my name, and she announced it. My aunt and my boyfriend and my cousin screamed the loudest for me, I think. I blew a kiss to all of them, and continued my walk across.
I had made it. I recieved my diploma holder, got my picture taken, and went down the line to shake hands. I hugged the Vice Principal because she had helped me along so much throughout this year. I barely made it through, but I made it.
Afterparty/Barbeque at my house. =] A friend of mine who I hadn't seen or heard from in years came. And lots of other family as well. It was a lot of fun. I got a LOT of money...haha. AND...as soon as my grandma heals from her hip surgery, she and I are going to The Wizarding World Of Harry Potter in Orlando, Florida!!! I'm super excited.
Sean, my boyfriend, and Tyanna, my friend that I hadn't seen or heard from in years, and my sister and I were the last ones up for a while, my parents had gone to bed. The four of us watched about half of The Phantom Of The Opera and then Tyanna and Sean both left around midnight because they were tired and had to drive home. It was a great day, a great night, and I am super happy and excited to be graduated class of 2010.
L0V3, N
Monday, June 21, 2010
Thursday, June 17, 2010
Tired
I'm on track to graduate now, on SATURDAY. I just have to get a paper signed off.
I'm tired because lately I've only been getting 1-3 hours of sleep a night (actually closer to a half hour to two hours a night...going to bed at about 4 and getting up at 6 or 5 and getting up at six, etc.) Last night I got 6 or 7 hours of sleep after talking to my new friend for a couple hours.
But I'm still tired.
My teacher has a class right now, so I can't go to get him to sign off that I will pass his class. I'll have to do it during the next class period...
Anyway, I'm stuck in the library right now...
Talk to all you later.
<3, N
I'm tired because lately I've only been getting 1-3 hours of sleep a night (actually closer to a half hour to two hours a night...going to bed at about 4 and getting up at 6 or 5 and getting up at six, etc.) Last night I got 6 or 7 hours of sleep after talking to my new friend for a couple hours.
But I'm still tired.
My teacher has a class right now, so I can't go to get him to sign off that I will pass his class. I'll have to do it during the next class period...
Anyway, I'm stuck in the library right now...
Talk to all you later.
<3, N
Thursday, June 10, 2010
Update, June 10, 2010
Friend, Jackie's 18th birthday today. =] Shout out to her.
Tragedies today. Not gonna get into it.
Got my yearbook today, I'm pictured 3 times. More than ever.
Missed BOTH my college classes today.
Made cookies today!
Alyssa and I interrupted a bee threesome...awkward.....
Fun/Sad day.
Lots and lots of stress. It's 8pm and I have a ton of stuff to do. Night!
L0V3, N
PS- Sorry for the short and vague update.
Tragedies today. Not gonna get into it.
Got my yearbook today, I'm pictured 3 times. More than ever.
Missed BOTH my college classes today.
Made cookies today!
Alyssa and I interrupted a bee threesome...awkward.....
Fun/Sad day.
Lots and lots of stress. It's 8pm and I have a ton of stuff to do. Night!
L0V3, N
PS- Sorry for the short and vague update.
Tuesday, June 8, 2010
Listen...
If I've made mistakes, they're my own. If I've hurt people, I'm sorry. I don't control the universe. I can't always see the truth. I can just guess. I can just hope. I can just love.
L0V3, N
L0V3, N
Monday, June 7, 2010
FORMSPRING STALKERS
So a PERSON is posting my boyfriend's facebook on my friends' formsprings. This PERSON, is trying to break Sean and I up. It's not going to work, but here are the questions and my friends' answers.
I am PISSED. And I know who you are. You need to stop. Go away, and cry in your little corner, I will NEVER be your friend again, LEAVE ME ALONE.
-N
zobothehobo
Hey baby, I don't care if you're gay you can still love me http://www.facebook.com/Blackspear0 -ANONYMOUS
Dude, person trying to break Nikki and Sean up... GO AWAY! -zobothehobo
Yeah, that's definitely his FB, I think I know who it MIGHT have been, some bitch who is trying to break us up, but yeah, I dunno, sorry babe! -ME
Ugh, indeed a true bitchface. If they bother me again, they will face the fury of..lessbigguns! -askmebea
askmebea
Dude, I think that's my boyfriend that was the FB thing...I have no idea who sent that thought...ummm, if I had FB I could find out for sure. -ME
Weirdness. -askmebea
askmebea
Wow, okay, so someone I know is stalking my formspring I think and posted my boyfriend's facebook on your formspring. Sorry! I dunno, but it pisses me off, unless it was him which I don't think it was. -ME
I didn't add them, had no idea who it was! Stalker's suck! -askmebea
askmebea
http://www.facebook.com/Blackspear0 -ANONYMOUS
Huh? -askmebea
I am PISSED. And I know who you are. You need to stop. Go away, and cry in your little corner, I will NEVER be your friend again, LEAVE ME ALONE.
-N
zobothehobo
Hey baby, I don't care if you're gay you can still love me http://www.facebook.com/Blackspear0 -ANONYMOUS
Dude, person trying to break Nikki and Sean up... GO AWAY! -zobothehobo
Yeah, that's definitely his FB, I think I know who it MIGHT have been, some bitch who is trying to break us up, but yeah, I dunno, sorry babe! -ME
Ugh, indeed a true bitchface. If they bother me again, they will face the fury of..lessbigguns! -askmebea
askmebea
Dude, I think that's my boyfriend that was the FB thing...I have no idea who sent that thought...ummm, if I had FB I could find out for sure. -ME
Weirdness. -askmebea
askmebea
Wow, okay, so someone I know is stalking my formspring I think and posted my boyfriend's facebook on your formspring. Sorry! I dunno, but it pisses me off, unless it was him which I don't think it was. -ME
I didn't add them, had no idea who it was! Stalker's suck! -askmebea
askmebea
http://www.facebook.com/Blackspear0 -ANONYMOUS
Huh? -askmebea
Sunday, June 6, 2010
You know what...?
It's about time I ranted. There's this girl. She's crazy. She is trying to break me and my boyfriend up, and she's BEEN TRYING for over a month now. She needs to give up, realize that I hate her, that I will NEVER be friends with her again, and needs to stay the hell out of my life. Okay, I'm done ranting, but I just had to say that...I'm tired of her shit, she pisses me off. I hate her.
All About PROM! =]
Saturday, June 5, 2010 - PROM - Amazing Day...And Night...And EARLY Morning...
I woke up around 9 am, and got out of bed. Went to the kitchen, ate 2 blueberry eggo waffles with juice, and worked on downloading my pictures from my camera to the computer, and deleting them off of my camera. Then I finished washing the bathroom ceiling, and headed off to clean my room. Mom called, said she was on her way home and that I should hop in the shower so when she got there we could go get nylons and make-up. So I showered and dressed and we left. Mom took me to Rite Aid and we got concealer, foundation, lipgloss, nail polish, and nylons. Then we stopped by McDonald's...I got a Mighty Kids Meal; double cheeseburger, fries, and a Sprite, she got a double cheeseburger. Then it was off to Stadium Flowers to pick up the boutenniere. I stayed in the car to finish my food, and mom went in and got it. Apparently Lindsay Fenimore was in there, I went to Elementary School with her, she hated her hair and was going to fix it, and Linda Kourdahi was there as well. FYI - Stadium Flowers = THE PLACE TO GO for flowers. Love it.
We got back home and it was time for prom preparations. Almost 2pm and Sean would be picking me up at 4:30. Mom started on my nails first. My fingernails are painted a light purple with silvery-white sparkles on top. My toenails are three different colors...well two that make three, a hot pink with a purple over it making them a medium purple, and then the big toes have a white flower decal on them. It was fun being pampered. Next was the hair. Mom made it look amazing. It was pulled mainly to the back, with natural curls, and it looked great. Next, make-up. The concealer and foundation we got was supposed to form to your natural skin color...honey, my skin color is NOT TAN! I'm a ghost. Finding make-up that matches my skin color is hell, 'cause even if you get the lightest one, I'm lighter than that. So the stuff made me look darker than I really am, but it wasn't too terribly bad. My mom made me look like a princess. Though...as she's doing my make-up, we hear a car alarm go off. I didn't think anything of it, I thought it was someone down the street. Then the phone rings, and it's Cassie telling us that he's here...'cause she knew I was nowhere near ready. He gets up to the door, and the car alarm goes off again...it was his. He had to go back, turn it off, and when he got to the door, Tasia had to tell him to go away and come back in 1/2 an hour. She felt really bad about it, too.
Mom went to iron my dress, I went to put on nylons and jewelry. Cassie ran over to help, and Tasia, too. I thought I liked the white nylons better, but mom, Cassie, and Tasia all said that the nude ones made the shoes pop better. So I wore those. Tasia insisted on putting my earrings on for me, and as she did so she was wispering 'STAB!!' in my ear. She's such a dork...a cute dork, but a dork nonetheless. Cassie wanted to put on my necklace for me. Sean showed up again, and this time they let him in and he got to talk with my dad for a bit. Don't know what they talked about, but I hear it was a good talk. Dress time. Mom had to re-do the laces in the back because they were off center. But my dress is absolutely beautiful. It's floorlength, cinderella style, purple, strapless, and beaded on the chest. The shoes are silver and gorgeous. I have a white shawl/scarf thing that goes with it. And I got to use my grandmother's purse, that my mom used for prom as well.
Time to go. Hugs all around. But wait! The corsage and boutenniere. Sean had the easy part, just slip the corsage on my wrist. The boutenniere was hell to try to put on. Mom ended up having to do it for me, which was sad...even with verbal instructions I couldn't do it. NOW time to go. No, wait, pictures. Mom wanted pictures, of course. Then it was time to leave. Hugs all around, Lisa showed up and I gave her a hug, then they all stood around and became paparazzi while he let me in the car. I'm a princess, I'm not ALLOWED to open doors. We had a choice, either hurry dinner or be a little late to prom. I chose to be a little late to prom, because, really? Who wants to rush dinner? So we headed to Megan's house because her mom was going to take the prom photos. They (Megan and her mother) weren't home yet, so we parked around the corner. A bunch of kids came running by and I heard one shout 'why is there a guy in a suit and a lady in a dress in that car?' and they were all looking around, trying to see, I was very entertained by this all, so I decided to go out and tell them about it. I told them it was my Senior Prom, they told me I looked great, etc. I got back in the car. Then we drove up to Megan's. Again, I didn't get to open my door. I gave Megan a hug, and her mom posed us (Sean and I) for pictures. First in the front yard, then the back yard, fun ones on a swingset!! 'Flirt with the tree' - Megan. Then of course, Sean wanted to kill the tree. =P Then some inside. It was a LOT of fun, and Megan's mom wants me to model for her now, which, I think, is pretty darn awesome. Mom called when we were on our way to Megan's and told me I needed to stop by the house and grab my ID for prom, just in case.
I had noticed that we were really close to my grandma's house, so I called Grandma Laura, and asked her if we could stop in really quickly so she could see me before prom. I think she was really happy with that, and we did. Sat and chatted with her and Grandpa Jerry for a bit and then headed to my house. I picked up my ID, mom got pictures of the corsage, and then we were off to dinner at Arnie's. As soon as we got near the restaurant the sun was setting and it was gorgeous. I told Sean to pull in to the beach area so we could get pictures. I took several pictures of the sunset and then a couple of him with the sunset behind him, he took some of me with the sunset behind me and then someone was walking by and took a picture of both of us with the sunset behnd us.
When we arrived at Arnie's a table with a window view of the water had just opened up, it was perfect. Sean ordered a bottle of sparkling cider, and we shared it. I felt like a princess, the waiter always refilling my glass for me. Sean said I could have anything I wanted off the menu. The waiter was really nice, he knew everything on the menu and pointed us towards the best dishes, in his opinion. And the best ones weren't always the most expensive. I ordered a Halibut and Prawns dish and Clam Chowder. The clam chowder was delicious, and the prawns were great, the rest of the halibut dish was a bit too lemony for me, but it was good. Sean had a salmon dish that he says was very good. We left the resteraunt around 10:30, a lot later than we had planned.
Since we didn't have directions from Arnie's to Inglewood Country Club, where prom was held, we had to improvise. Reading directions upside down and backwards is no easy task, I must say. You have to read them, literally, from bottom to top, reverse the directions, left is right, right is left, etc. It's really difficult. So we got lost. Saw a couple policeman and I got out of the car to ask them for directions. Before I could really say anything, they told me to get back in the car and that he'd be with me in a moment. It was dark, there was a random guy sitting near the car, and I was a little scared. So I rolled my window back up, and the police officer came back to the car, to Sean's window. We asked him for directions, and he went back to the other police officer's car and talked with him for a bit. He came back and gave us directions. We got even more turned around trying to follow his directions, which were, incidentally, wrong. Just as I was about to give up on going to the actual dance part of prom at all, Sean took my hand and told me that no matter what we would show up, even if it was for the very last song. The moment I clasped hands with him, we found the street. We held hands for longer then, just because of that amazing instance, and found Inglewood in no time. Of course, when we got there, he'd turned off the car and I realized my window was open, so he went to turn it back on so that I could close it and...the car wouldn't start. It wouldn't turn on. I was nearly in tears. I asked him if it'd be okay if I just went in, and he said yes. As I'm walking in to prom, Ashley Aven was leaving, so I congratulated her on getting prom queen and gave her a quick hug. I got inside, and Ms. Porter was amazed I was just getting there. I gave her a quick synopsis of what had happened, and then Sean came running up to the door. I literally said 'Oh thank god.' when I saw him running over. One person at the table asked if he went to Meadowdale, I answered that he was my guest, and he went to get out his ID, but Ms. Porter waved us along, saying that he was good. She had the guest pass, and she knew him.
Ashlie Adams saw me first and gave me a hug. Then we headed to the dance floor. Blasting music and I must say, dancing that the students' parents probably would not be proud of. Finally the last song. A slow one. All My Life by K-Ci and JoJo. Sean and I danced. It was great. Completely amazing and memorable. {Yeah, I'm currently listening to the song, shut up.} So prom ended, and Alyssa and her date, Tovi, Jackie and Sean and I all wanted to do something after. Jackie ended up not being able to do anything, though. Since Tovi had an iPhone we were gonna let him lead the way. But he SUCKS at directions and has anger management issues. So as soon as we made sure Alyssa got food, we ditched. I can't stand Tovi, just saying. So Sean and I went to the Edmonds Beach, and he turned up the radio, rolled down the windows, and opened my door for me, saying 'can I have this dance?' Such a cutie. So we danced in the parkinglot of the beach until a police officer, a woman, showed up. She informed us that the park closed at 10. We apologized for our lack of knowledge to such subject, and Sean helped me into the car. But before he could get in, she told him that if we stayed a bit longer she wouldn't tell anyone. So he helped me out again, and we danced some more. Sean got me home at about 2:40 and as he opened my door, we danced to the commercials, in my driveway, and then one song. He walked me to my door, gave me a hug and a kiss, and watched me get inside.
As soon as I got inside, my dad was at the top of the stairs. He'd waited up for me. I told him the entire story of prom, and then gave him a hug. He told me to go wake up mom and tell her the same story, and I did. Getting de-prettied was a chore. I'm probably STILL a little tanner than natural. But I called Sean and chatted with him for a bit, and then I passed out around 4am. He didn't get to sleep until 5am, because he stayed up to type a note for Facebook about prom. I woke up this morning...sorry, afternoon, around 1pm.
I am extremely glad that I decided to go to Prom with Sean. I love him, and it will be an amazing memory I will treasure forever.
Love,
Nicholette
I woke up around 9 am, and got out of bed. Went to the kitchen, ate 2 blueberry eggo waffles with juice, and worked on downloading my pictures from my camera to the computer, and deleting them off of my camera. Then I finished washing the bathroom ceiling, and headed off to clean my room. Mom called, said she was on her way home and that I should hop in the shower so when she got there we could go get nylons and make-up. So I showered and dressed and we left. Mom took me to Rite Aid and we got concealer, foundation, lipgloss, nail polish, and nylons. Then we stopped by McDonald's...I got a Mighty Kids Meal; double cheeseburger, fries, and a Sprite, she got a double cheeseburger. Then it was off to Stadium Flowers to pick up the boutenniere. I stayed in the car to finish my food, and mom went in and got it. Apparently Lindsay Fenimore was in there, I went to Elementary School with her, she hated her hair and was going to fix it, and Linda Kourdahi was there as well. FYI - Stadium Flowers = THE PLACE TO GO for flowers. Love it.
We got back home and it was time for prom preparations. Almost 2pm and Sean would be picking me up at 4:30. Mom started on my nails first. My fingernails are painted a light purple with silvery-white sparkles on top. My toenails are three different colors...well two that make three, a hot pink with a purple over it making them a medium purple, and then the big toes have a white flower decal on them. It was fun being pampered. Next was the hair. Mom made it look amazing. It was pulled mainly to the back, with natural curls, and it looked great. Next, make-up. The concealer and foundation we got was supposed to form to your natural skin color...honey, my skin color is NOT TAN! I'm a ghost. Finding make-up that matches my skin color is hell, 'cause even if you get the lightest one, I'm lighter than that. So the stuff made me look darker than I really am, but it wasn't too terribly bad. My mom made me look like a princess. Though...as she's doing my make-up, we hear a car alarm go off. I didn't think anything of it, I thought it was someone down the street. Then the phone rings, and it's Cassie telling us that he's here...'cause she knew I was nowhere near ready. He gets up to the door, and the car alarm goes off again...it was his. He had to go back, turn it off, and when he got to the door, Tasia had to tell him to go away and come back in 1/2 an hour. She felt really bad about it, too.
Mom went to iron my dress, I went to put on nylons and jewelry. Cassie ran over to help, and Tasia, too. I thought I liked the white nylons better, but mom, Cassie, and Tasia all said that the nude ones made the shoes pop better. So I wore those. Tasia insisted on putting my earrings on for me, and as she did so she was wispering 'STAB!!' in my ear. She's such a dork...a cute dork, but a dork nonetheless. Cassie wanted to put on my necklace for me. Sean showed up again, and this time they let him in and he got to talk with my dad for a bit. Don't know what they talked about, but I hear it was a good talk. Dress time. Mom had to re-do the laces in the back because they were off center. But my dress is absolutely beautiful. It's floorlength, cinderella style, purple, strapless, and beaded on the chest. The shoes are silver and gorgeous. I have a white shawl/scarf thing that goes with it. And I got to use my grandmother's purse, that my mom used for prom as well.
Time to go. Hugs all around. But wait! The corsage and boutenniere. Sean had the easy part, just slip the corsage on my wrist. The boutenniere was hell to try to put on. Mom ended up having to do it for me, which was sad...even with verbal instructions I couldn't do it. NOW time to go. No, wait, pictures. Mom wanted pictures, of course. Then it was time to leave. Hugs all around, Lisa showed up and I gave her a hug, then they all stood around and became paparazzi while he let me in the car. I'm a princess, I'm not ALLOWED to open doors. We had a choice, either hurry dinner or be a little late to prom. I chose to be a little late to prom, because, really? Who wants to rush dinner? So we headed to Megan's house because her mom was going to take the prom photos. They (Megan and her mother) weren't home yet, so we parked around the corner. A bunch of kids came running by and I heard one shout 'why is there a guy in a suit and a lady in a dress in that car?' and they were all looking around, trying to see, I was very entertained by this all, so I decided to go out and tell them about it. I told them it was my Senior Prom, they told me I looked great, etc. I got back in the car. Then we drove up to Megan's. Again, I didn't get to open my door. I gave Megan a hug, and her mom posed us (Sean and I) for pictures. First in the front yard, then the back yard, fun ones on a swingset!! 'Flirt with the tree' - Megan. Then of course, Sean wanted to kill the tree. =P Then some inside. It was a LOT of fun, and Megan's mom wants me to model for her now, which, I think, is pretty darn awesome. Mom called when we were on our way to Megan's and told me I needed to stop by the house and grab my ID for prom, just in case.
I had noticed that we were really close to my grandma's house, so I called Grandma Laura, and asked her if we could stop in really quickly so she could see me before prom. I think she was really happy with that, and we did. Sat and chatted with her and Grandpa Jerry for a bit and then headed to my house. I picked up my ID, mom got pictures of the corsage, and then we were off to dinner at Arnie's. As soon as we got near the restaurant the sun was setting and it was gorgeous. I told Sean to pull in to the beach area so we could get pictures. I took several pictures of the sunset and then a couple of him with the sunset behind him, he took some of me with the sunset behind me and then someone was walking by and took a picture of both of us with the sunset behnd us.
When we arrived at Arnie's a table with a window view of the water had just opened up, it was perfect. Sean ordered a bottle of sparkling cider, and we shared it. I felt like a princess, the waiter always refilling my glass for me. Sean said I could have anything I wanted off the menu. The waiter was really nice, he knew everything on the menu and pointed us towards the best dishes, in his opinion. And the best ones weren't always the most expensive. I ordered a Halibut and Prawns dish and Clam Chowder. The clam chowder was delicious, and the prawns were great, the rest of the halibut dish was a bit too lemony for me, but it was good. Sean had a salmon dish that he says was very good. We left the resteraunt around 10:30, a lot later than we had planned.
Since we didn't have directions from Arnie's to Inglewood Country Club, where prom was held, we had to improvise. Reading directions upside down and backwards is no easy task, I must say. You have to read them, literally, from bottom to top, reverse the directions, left is right, right is left, etc. It's really difficult. So we got lost. Saw a couple policeman and I got out of the car to ask them for directions. Before I could really say anything, they told me to get back in the car and that he'd be with me in a moment. It was dark, there was a random guy sitting near the car, and I was a little scared. So I rolled my window back up, and the police officer came back to the car, to Sean's window. We asked him for directions, and he went back to the other police officer's car and talked with him for a bit. He came back and gave us directions. We got even more turned around trying to follow his directions, which were, incidentally, wrong. Just as I was about to give up on going to the actual dance part of prom at all, Sean took my hand and told me that no matter what we would show up, even if it was for the very last song. The moment I clasped hands with him, we found the street. We held hands for longer then, just because of that amazing instance, and found Inglewood in no time. Of course, when we got there, he'd turned off the car and I realized my window was open, so he went to turn it back on so that I could close it and...the car wouldn't start. It wouldn't turn on. I was nearly in tears. I asked him if it'd be okay if I just went in, and he said yes. As I'm walking in to prom, Ashley Aven was leaving, so I congratulated her on getting prom queen and gave her a quick hug. I got inside, and Ms. Porter was amazed I was just getting there. I gave her a quick synopsis of what had happened, and then Sean came running up to the door. I literally said 'Oh thank god.' when I saw him running over. One person at the table asked if he went to Meadowdale, I answered that he was my guest, and he went to get out his ID, but Ms. Porter waved us along, saying that he was good. She had the guest pass, and she knew him.
Ashlie Adams saw me first and gave me a hug. Then we headed to the dance floor. Blasting music and I must say, dancing that the students' parents probably would not be proud of. Finally the last song. A slow one. All My Life by K-Ci and JoJo. Sean and I danced. It was great. Completely amazing and memorable. {Yeah, I'm currently listening to the song, shut up.} So prom ended, and Alyssa and her date, Tovi, Jackie and Sean and I all wanted to do something after. Jackie ended up not being able to do anything, though. Since Tovi had an iPhone we were gonna let him lead the way. But he SUCKS at directions and has anger management issues. So as soon as we made sure Alyssa got food, we ditched. I can't stand Tovi, just saying. So Sean and I went to the Edmonds Beach, and he turned up the radio, rolled down the windows, and opened my door for me, saying 'can I have this dance?' Such a cutie. So we danced in the parkinglot of the beach until a police officer, a woman, showed up. She informed us that the park closed at 10. We apologized for our lack of knowledge to such subject, and Sean helped me into the car. But before he could get in, she told him that if we stayed a bit longer she wouldn't tell anyone. So he helped me out again, and we danced some more. Sean got me home at about 2:40 and as he opened my door, we danced to the commercials, in my driveway, and then one song. He walked me to my door, gave me a hug and a kiss, and watched me get inside.
As soon as I got inside, my dad was at the top of the stairs. He'd waited up for me. I told him the entire story of prom, and then gave him a hug. He told me to go wake up mom and tell her the same story, and I did. Getting de-prettied was a chore. I'm probably STILL a little tanner than natural. But I called Sean and chatted with him for a bit, and then I passed out around 4am. He didn't get to sleep until 5am, because he stayed up to type a note for Facebook about prom. I woke up this morning...sorry, afternoon, around 1pm.
I am extremely glad that I decided to go to Prom with Sean. I love him, and it will be an amazing memory I will treasure forever.
Love,
Nicholette
Well I fail...
At trying to freak you people out. Prom was yesterday, I was seeing if I could get a reaction out of you. IT WAS AMAZING! Totally screwed up and not what we planned, but it was AMAZING. <3
Saturday, June 5, 2010
I'm SUCH A SCREWUP
So, prom is NOT today! It's actually NEXT saturday. I don't know what I was thinking, I'm such a screwup. So, now I have to REORDER EVERYTHING, and Sean has to cancel reservations, etc. God, what a mess. I'm going back to sleep. What the heck is wrong with my brain? Too much stress I guess.
Sorry guys, you'll have to wait for prom info until NEXT week. ='[
L0V3, N
Sorry guys, you'll have to wait for prom info until NEXT week. ='[
L0V3, N
Friday, June 4, 2010
PROM!!!
So, Prom is tomorrow! Yay! I'm excited. I have a stupid bruise now on my chest, and it WILL show with the dress I have. So I have to find a way to fix that. It's small, though, it should be okay.
So tomorrow, early, I pick up the gorgeous boutenniere (yes, I know I can't spell), get myself ready, Sean picks me up, and we go to dinner and then to prom. :] <3
L0V3, N
So tomorrow, early, I pick up the gorgeous boutenniere (yes, I know I can't spell), get myself ready, Sean picks me up, and we go to dinner and then to prom. :] <3
L0V3, N
Thursday, May 27, 2010
T0D4Y
Okay, well.
I have the worst luck...well no, I'm just clumsy.
I have the best boyfriend...
I ROCKED MY PRESENTATION!
Okay, this morning, I went to print something off of a laptop, and then my friend shows up at the door so I go to open it for her, and I trip over the laptop cord, the computer smashes to the ground...my flashdrive breaks. My ONLY vessel to get my presentation...broken. AND, my dad just bought it for me on SATURDAY. It's only Thursday. I burst into tears. How would I do my presentation?! I tried desperately to get it to work, but it's dead. Finally, my savior comes. She (was homecoming queen) comes up to me, says she can drive me home if I want to e-mail it to myself from my home computer. She is amazing! So she pretty much saved my life there.
Then I was stressing before my presentation because I hadn't practiced and I was presenting in a half hour...I called my mom and she ended up leaving me a message telling me to breathe and that she was on her way. Then I go out to listen to the message and Sean is there. Right outside the door. I attacked him with a hug, my phone went flying and broke. I am such a klutz. But he skipped his class to come see my presentation! I was so happy, I had been trying to call him to at least here him say I was gonna do great and he'd see me later, but he never answered. He came! I was so happy. But still really nervous.
My mom showed up, and my best friend, and my sister and her friend. My mom sat right in front of me. She gave me some words of advice and support before I started. Told me that if I'm an actress, I fake it until I make it. So I did. I saw tears in my mother's eyes as I opened with a monologue. It was a good presentation overall. I could have spoken longer, but I got the 19 minute marker shown so I wrapped it up quickly.
I will see if I passed soon!!!
L0V3, N
I have the worst luck...well no, I'm just clumsy.
I have the best boyfriend...
I ROCKED MY PRESENTATION!
Okay, this morning, I went to print something off of a laptop, and then my friend shows up at the door so I go to open it for her, and I trip over the laptop cord, the computer smashes to the ground...my flashdrive breaks. My ONLY vessel to get my presentation...broken. AND, my dad just bought it for me on SATURDAY. It's only Thursday. I burst into tears. How would I do my presentation?! I tried desperately to get it to work, but it's dead. Finally, my savior comes. She (was homecoming queen) comes up to me, says she can drive me home if I want to e-mail it to myself from my home computer. She is amazing! So she pretty much saved my life there.
Then I was stressing before my presentation because I hadn't practiced and I was presenting in a half hour...I called my mom and she ended up leaving me a message telling me to breathe and that she was on her way. Then I go out to listen to the message and Sean is there. Right outside the door. I attacked him with a hug, my phone went flying and broke. I am such a klutz. But he skipped his class to come see my presentation! I was so happy, I had been trying to call him to at least here him say I was gonna do great and he'd see me later, but he never answered. He came! I was so happy. But still really nervous.
My mom showed up, and my best friend, and my sister and her friend. My mom sat right in front of me. She gave me some words of advice and support before I started. Told me that if I'm an actress, I fake it until I make it. So I did. I saw tears in my mother's eyes as I opened with a monologue. It was a good presentation overall. I could have spoken longer, but I got the 19 minute marker shown so I wrapped it up quickly.
I will see if I passed soon!!!
L0V3, N
Wednesday, May 26, 2010
PR3S3NT4T10N!
Presentation tomorrow morning! 9:30 AM! I'm cutting it close! STILL WRITING IT!!
AAH!
And I TALK TOO FAST!!!!!
L0V3, N
AAH!
And I TALK TOO FAST!!!!!
L0V3, N
Tuesday, May 25, 2010
S3N10R PR0J3CT
Well, guess what?! I passed my portfolio!!!
And now all I have to worry about is the fact that my presentation is THIS THURSDAY at, I think, 9:30 in the morning.
And I haven't started.
Time to work!
L0V3, N
And now all I have to worry about is the fact that my presentation is THIS THURSDAY at, I think, 9:30 in the morning.
And I haven't started.
Time to work!
L0V3, N
Friday, May 21, 2010
Gravity and the World against ME
Let the battle begin!
Team N:
ME!
SEAN!
ADVIL!
WATER!
TEA!
SLEEP!
TABASCO SAUCE!
ASPRIN!
FOOD!
Team W:
GRAVITY!
ILLNESS!
HEADACHES!
MUSCLE ACHES!
HEART RACES!
Battle ONE:
TEAM W vs. ME!
Sitting in the Black Box, watching Rocky Horrow. Attack from World: Heart jumps to throat and starts racing! Retaliation from Me: Deep breaths, cuddles with Sean!
WINNER: ME!
Battle TWO:
TEAM W vs. ME!
W attack: Massive headaches and heart races. Retaliation from Me: screaming in pain, deep breaths for heart, screaming in pain.
WINNER: WORLD
Battle THREE:
TEAM W vs. ME w/ the help of Sean!
W Attack: MASSIVE HEADACHE! Retaliation: N lay down, Sean gets water, N walk to couch, Sean give tea with tabasco sauce added, sandwich, water, blankets and pillows.
WINNER? TEAM N!!! Sean and ME!
Battle FOUR:
TEAM W vs. ME
W Attack: MASSIVE MASSIVE HEADACHE, coupled with muscle aches, heart races, sore throat, and stomach ache. N Retaliation: Food, Diet Coke, Sleep, Asprin, Water, Food...
WINNER? Still WORLD
Status of Battle? TIED.
L0V3, N
Team N:
ME!
SEAN!
ADVIL!
WATER!
TEA!
SLEEP!
TABASCO SAUCE!
ASPRIN!
FOOD!
Team W:
GRAVITY!
ILLNESS!
HEADACHES!
MUSCLE ACHES!
HEART RACES!
Battle ONE:
TEAM W vs. ME!
Sitting in the Black Box, watching Rocky Horrow. Attack from World: Heart jumps to throat and starts racing! Retaliation from Me: Deep breaths, cuddles with Sean!
WINNER: ME!
Battle TWO:
TEAM W vs. ME!
W attack: Massive headaches and heart races. Retaliation from Me: screaming in pain, deep breaths for heart, screaming in pain.
WINNER: WORLD
Battle THREE:
TEAM W vs. ME w/ the help of Sean!
W Attack: MASSIVE HEADACHE! Retaliation: N lay down, Sean gets water, N walk to couch, Sean give tea with tabasco sauce added, sandwich, water, blankets and pillows.
WINNER? TEAM N!!! Sean and ME!
Battle FOUR:
TEAM W vs. ME
W Attack: MASSIVE MASSIVE HEADACHE, coupled with muscle aches, heart races, sore throat, and stomach ache. N Retaliation: Food, Diet Coke, Sleep, Asprin, Water, Food...
WINNER? Still WORLD
Status of Battle? TIED.
L0V3, N
Wednesday, May 19, 2010
Updates from 773H/HELL
Well, first off, Rocky Horror is great, I'm loving it.
Second, I have the most amazing boyfriend in the world and I love him.
Third, I hate senior project with a passion. I'm having health issues because of the lack of sleep I get from trying to do it.
L0V3, N
Second, I have the most amazing boyfriend in the world and I love him.
Third, I hate senior project with a passion. I'm having health issues because of the lack of sleep I get from trying to do it.
L0V3, N
Thursday, May 13, 2010
Rocky Horror....
Alright, so I lost my Rocky virginity....
What a STRANGE show!!!
I was glad to have Sean there with me, keep me safe, shield my eyes, hold my hand, and kiss me. ♥ Haha, but yeah, strange show...not a fan. Oh well. I have four more times to go to the show...eek.
BTW, I love Sean. Yes, I said it...LOVE. ♥
Haha, okay, off to do homework.
L0V3, N
What a STRANGE show!!!
I was glad to have Sean there with me, keep me safe, shield my eyes, hold my hand, and kiss me. ♥ Haha, but yeah, strange show...not a fan. Oh well. I have four more times to go to the show...eek.
BTW, I love Sean. Yes, I said it...LOVE. ♥
Haha, okay, off to do homework.
L0V3, N
Wednesday, May 12, 2010
The TH1RT13TH Post!
Today was amazing. Ah, SO amazing. I will go to sleep with a smile on my face FOR SURE.
Hmm, how to expand........
Nope, I'm gonna be mean and just leave it at that.
L0V3, N
Hmm, how to expand........
Nope, I'm gonna be mean and just leave it at that.
L0V3, N
Tuesday, May 11, 2010
Post # 29
Well, I just felt like saying....I am loving my life right now.
Yes, I am failing classes.
Yes, I am NOT on track to graduate on time.
Yes, I am behind on my senior project.
Yes, I do have drama in my life.
HOWEVER....
I have you. And you know who you are, though you probably won't read this, so I'll tell everyone else who will read this (most likely no one but myself) who you are. Sean.
Sean is first and foremost, to get that out there...my boyfriend. So back off ladies, this guy is MINE.
He is a tall (very tall, YAY!), dirty blonde (dirty in the hair color, guys!!), with beautiful eyes. Sean is sensitive, sweet, caring, adorable, loving, and protective...and I could go on.
My days are brighter now, and it's all thanks to you. ♥
Alright, so I really should end this post, because I really should work on Senior Project so I can graduate ON TIME.
Write soon....no I won't promise that...
♥
L0V3, N
Yes, I am failing classes.
Yes, I am NOT on track to graduate on time.
Yes, I am behind on my senior project.
Yes, I do have drama in my life.
HOWEVER....
I have you. And you know who you are, though you probably won't read this, so I'll tell everyone else who will read this (most likely no one but myself) who you are. Sean.
Sean is first and foremost, to get that out there...my boyfriend. So back off ladies, this guy is MINE.
He is a tall (very tall, YAY!), dirty blonde (dirty in the hair color, guys!!), with beautiful eyes. Sean is sensitive, sweet, caring, adorable, loving, and protective...and I could go on.
My days are brighter now, and it's all thanks to you. ♥
Alright, so I really should end this post, because I really should work on Senior Project so I can graduate ON TIME.
Write soon....no I won't promise that...
♥
L0V3, N
Monday, May 10, 2010
When I Look At You...
Everybody needs inspiration
Everybody needs a song
A beautiful melody
When the nights are long
'cause there is no guarantee
That this life is easy
Yeah, When my world is falling apart
When there's no light
To break up the dark
That's when I, I
I look at you
When the waves are flooding the shore
And I can't find my way home any more
That's when I, I
I look at you
When I look at you
I see forgiveness
I see the truth
You love me for who I am
Like the stars hold the moon
Right there where they belong
And I know I'm not alone
Yeah, When my world is falling apart
When there's no light
To break up the dark
That's when I, I
I look at you
When the waves are flooding the shore
And I can't find my way home any more
That's when I, I
I look at you
You appear just like a dream to me
Just like kaleidoscope colors that cover me
All I need
Every breath that I breathe
Don't you know you're beautiful
Yeah yeah
When the waves are flooding the shore
And I can't find my way home any more
That's when I, I
I look at you
I look at you
Yeah
Whoa-oh
You appear just like dream to me
Everybody needs a song
A beautiful melody
When the nights are long
'cause there is no guarantee
That this life is easy
Yeah, When my world is falling apart
When there's no light
To break up the dark
That's when I, I
I look at you
When the waves are flooding the shore
And I can't find my way home any more
That's when I, I
I look at you
When I look at you
I see forgiveness
I see the truth
You love me for who I am
Like the stars hold the moon
Right there where they belong
And I know I'm not alone
Yeah, When my world is falling apart
When there's no light
To break up the dark
That's when I, I
I look at you
When the waves are flooding the shore
And I can't find my way home any more
That's when I, I
I look at you
You appear just like a dream to me
Just like kaleidoscope colors that cover me
All I need
Every breath that I breathe
Don't you know you're beautiful
Yeah yeah
When the waves are flooding the shore
And I can't find my way home any more
That's when I, I
I look at you
I look at you
Yeah
Whoa-oh
You appear just like dream to me
Sunday, May 9, 2010
S0RRY!
Sorry loves! Haven't been here in a while.
Just a post to say hello! My great love to all!
L0V3, M3!
Just a post to say hello! My great love to all!
L0V3, M3!
Friday, March 26, 2010
Class...
First period. Law and Justice with a sub. Watching Taken and 1/2 the room was talking loudly and laughing, so finally I'm like "Guys, SHUT UP!" really loudly and this one girl, who I can't stand, goes "Yes, Sergeant." after they all shut up. Little bitch. But, hey...they shut up, so that was good.
Second period. Senior Experience. I HATE THIS CLASS. It's SO BORING! I can't stand it. The teacher bugs me, the material is boring as hell and stupid. Credit this, credit that...I DON'T CARE. I'll figure it out ON MY OWN. You know, I have an issue, honestly. Someone tells me to do something one way and I, in my rebellious nature, refuse and do it my OWN way.
On a happier note...College starts April 5th! YAY! And vacation starts tomorrow, after my audition, I believe. ♥
Second period. Senior Experience. I HATE THIS CLASS. It's SO BORING! I can't stand it. The teacher bugs me, the material is boring as hell and stupid. Credit this, credit that...I DON'T CARE. I'll figure it out ON MY OWN. You know, I have an issue, honestly. Someone tells me to do something one way and I, in my rebellious nature, refuse and do it my OWN way.
On a happier note...College starts April 5th! YAY! And vacation starts tomorrow, after my audition, I believe. ♥
One of those days...
[Written a few days ago]
Today is one of those days...
When you hate yourself for the choice you made in an outfit this morning, for leaving your sunglasses on the kitchen counter, and for your poor judgement in what the weather would be like. For your love of black, and lack of confidence in showing your legs. For your decision to take the Community Transit bus, to walk, to take the bus, to sit and wait for the bus, only so it will take you up a hill and then to walk...again. Ending up in a doubtful opportunity to change your clothes before you have to leave again.
Today is one of those days...
When you wish you'd made better choices, when you wish you had wings and could fly home. When you wish you had magical powers, powers to turn back time, or to speed it up only for you, to shut up the idiot drivers you are ashamed to admit you go to school with.
Today is one of those days...
When time moves too slowly, every time you look at the clock it's the same number.
Today is not a good day...not right now at least.
Today is one of those days...
When you hate yourself for the choice you made in an outfit this morning, for leaving your sunglasses on the kitchen counter, and for your poor judgement in what the weather would be like. For your love of black, and lack of confidence in showing your legs. For your decision to take the Community Transit bus, to walk, to take the bus, to sit and wait for the bus, only so it will take you up a hill and then to walk...again. Ending up in a doubtful opportunity to change your clothes before you have to leave again.
Today is one of those days...
When you wish you'd made better choices, when you wish you had wings and could fly home. When you wish you had magical powers, powers to turn back time, or to speed it up only for you, to shut up the idiot drivers you are ashamed to admit you go to school with.
Today is one of those days...
When time moves too slowly, every time you look at the clock it's the same number.
Today is not a good day...not right now at least.
Update as of March 24, 2010
Hello lovelies!
So, since it's been a while, I thought I'd update.
Monday sucked. Boyfriend grounded, Best friend sick, Fish died, Stepped on and broke glass...bad day overall. Ended up breaking down crying after school and then going to sleep until 7 when my dad got home and asked me what was wrong. Oh, and then we were having fish for dinner and mine tasted like dirt. And ONLY mine tasted bad...it was horrible. So, bad day, end of story.
Tuesday. Tuesday was great. WEll, the beginning wasn't so good, but the afternoon was fabulous. Robert called me at one point, basically to tell me he loves me and apologize for not being able to call very often. So sweet, it made me SO happy. Brightened my day by tons. ♥ After that, I went out and mowed the front lawn, it was just a sunny nice day! And THEN the greatest part of it all. My mom calls. She got me an audition. I'm not going to say much more on it, but it was VERY exciting. Saturday at 10AM. I was screaming with excitement. So then...hmm. Basically not much else happened. My daddy bought me Arby's for dinner...yum. And then we watched LOST. So it was a great day. ♥
Today, currently I'm sitting in Law&Justice. I love this class. But I thought I'd draft up an update for you. So that's it for now!
L0V3, N ♥
PS- That was as of yesterday, written out on a piece of notebook paper.
So, since it's been a while, I thought I'd update.
Monday sucked. Boyfriend grounded, Best friend sick, Fish died, Stepped on and broke glass...bad day overall. Ended up breaking down crying after school and then going to sleep until 7 when my dad got home and asked me what was wrong. Oh, and then we were having fish for dinner and mine tasted like dirt. And ONLY mine tasted bad...it was horrible. So, bad day, end of story.
Tuesday. Tuesday was great. WEll, the beginning wasn't so good, but the afternoon was fabulous. Robert called me at one point, basically to tell me he loves me and apologize for not being able to call very often. So sweet, it made me SO happy. Brightened my day by tons. ♥ After that, I went out and mowed the front lawn, it was just a sunny nice day! And THEN the greatest part of it all. My mom calls. She got me an audition. I'm not going to say much more on it, but it was VERY exciting. Saturday at 10AM. I was screaming with excitement. So then...hmm. Basically not much else happened. My daddy bought me Arby's for dinner...yum. And then we watched LOST. So it was a great day. ♥
Today, currently I'm sitting in Law&Justice. I love this class. But I thought I'd draft up an update for you. So that's it for now!
L0V3, N ♥
PS- That was as of yesterday, written out on a piece of notebook paper.
Sunday, March 21, 2010
Alice In Wonderland
First off, I love Tim Burton. I love his films, they are wacky, but in just the right ways. And I love Helena Bonham Carter, Johnny Depp, Anne Hathaway...they're great.
NO ONE in my immidiate family wanted to see Alice In Wonderland, though. So I went with my grandma on Saturday.
I LOVED IT!!!! I want to see it again! LOVE SO MUCH. It was great.
And I REALLY want Alice's 'dress made out of curtains' from the Red Queen's castle. SO adorable...if you're into funky stuff like me.
L0V3, N
NO ONE in my immidiate family wanted to see Alice In Wonderland, though. So I went with my grandma on Saturday.
I LOVED IT!!!! I want to see it again! LOVE SO MUCH. It was great.
And I REALLY want Alice's 'dress made out of curtains' from the Red Queen's castle. SO adorable...if you're into funky stuff like me.
L0V3, N
Wednesday, March 17, 2010
That Was Close
So I missed the bus again, and figured I'd catch the 9:50 bus...um...not happening.
So, I was still home and on the computer and suddenly MY MOM GETS HOME. And I'm like 'shit.' in my head.
So she comes home, opens my blinds and stuff, and I come upstairs and go 'What are you doing home?' and she says 'Why aren't you gone?' And I tell her I'm catching the bus, so she tells me this other girl already left, and I said I'm not taking that one, I'm taking the Community one...so then I go to 'get ready'.
She eventually leaves and says 'don't be late, have a good day!' and I say 'okay, you too!' And then call my friend, and I'm like "That was close."
Because at that time, I was already late.
♥ N
So, I was still home and on the computer and suddenly MY MOM GETS HOME. And I'm like 'shit.' in my head.
So she comes home, opens my blinds and stuff, and I come upstairs and go 'What are you doing home?' and she says 'Why aren't you gone?' And I tell her I'm catching the bus, so she tells me this other girl already left, and I said I'm not taking that one, I'm taking the Community one...so then I go to 'get ready'.
She eventually leaves and says 'don't be late, have a good day!' and I say 'okay, you too!' And then call my friend, and I'm like "That was close."
Because at that time, I was already late.
♥ N
Tuesday, March 16, 2010
Update - March 16, 2010
It's been a while since I've posted and there is a LOT that has gone on. It would have been longer before I posted, but I got a request for an update...that made me very happy, so I'm honoring that request.
Let's see. Some of you know, and some of you don't, about this website called Taylor Connect. I used to be a member there. One of my friends there is a singer and songwriter. She was getting bullied by people at school, so a group of us jumped in to support her. Then we created an 'army' of sorts. So we'd be here to support her whenever she was down, and to defend her whenever someone tries to hurt her. The army was created, and a thread posted in the OFF TOPIC section to TC. Everything was good until someone complained. Then a HUGE drama bitch fight started. To this day, it is not solved.
Basically, this is what happened:
* Army created
* Someone Complains (about the Army)
* Then I was the first person to see the complaint and jump down the person's throat.
* Then a lot more of the army got involved
* Then our artist, herself, is dragged into it.
* Feelings are hurt
* Tempers are snapped.
The mods took the side of the person who complained. And wouldn't listen to our side of the story. That's when it REALLY got heated. So heated that I blew up and got kicked off of Taylor Connect. But I'm sorry, some of the mods, one in particular, were being TOTAL BITCHES. No two ways about it. They discriminated against us. And then denied it. And were horribly RUDE to us, and then denied it...probably trying to save their asses.
So I created our artist her own forum. And it was going well, until NOW. We have a spy, so our Controversis board had to be closed. Now, not only are we fighting on TC, we're defending ourselves on OUR FORUMS, and then there's stuff being said on formspring.me, as well. It's going CRAZY.
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Now, other than drama on the internet...here's my life.
I haven't seen my boyfriend, who I love very much, in over TWO WEEKS. I haven't talked to him for FOUR DAYS. And it's painful.
My best friend's fiance was here yesterday, I got a little pissed off because they were going to ditch class...and they did.
Yesterday, I had court. (No, I didn't do anything bad.) I'm a defense attorney in the Teen Court system. (Well, normally defense.) We take real cases, with teenagers, who we know for a fact are guilty, and we decide what happens to them. It's real court...just with younger people. Last night I was Jury Foreperson, and then Judge. Interesting cases, but we are bound by confidentiality.
My sister had a birthday. That was a lot of fun.
I think that's it for updates right now...I have to be at school soon, and I think I just missed the bus...damn it.
L0V3, N
Let's see. Some of you know, and some of you don't, about this website called Taylor Connect. I used to be a member there. One of my friends there is a singer and songwriter. She was getting bullied by people at school, so a group of us jumped in to support her. Then we created an 'army' of sorts. So we'd be here to support her whenever she was down, and to defend her whenever someone tries to hurt her. The army was created, and a thread posted in the OFF TOPIC section to TC. Everything was good until someone complained. Then a HUGE drama bitch fight started. To this day, it is not solved.
Basically, this is what happened:
* Army created
* Someone Complains (about the Army)
* Then I was the first person to see the complaint and jump down the person's throat.
* Then a lot more of the army got involved
* Then our artist, herself, is dragged into it.
* Feelings are hurt
* Tempers are snapped.
The mods took the side of the person who complained. And wouldn't listen to our side of the story. That's when it REALLY got heated. So heated that I blew up and got kicked off of Taylor Connect. But I'm sorry, some of the mods, one in particular, were being TOTAL BITCHES. No two ways about it. They discriminated against us. And then denied it. And were horribly RUDE to us, and then denied it...probably trying to save their asses.
So I created our artist her own forum. And it was going well, until NOW. We have a spy, so our Controversis board had to be closed. Now, not only are we fighting on TC, we're defending ourselves on OUR FORUMS, and then there's stuff being said on formspring.me, as well. It's going CRAZY.
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Now, other than drama on the internet...here's my life.
I haven't seen my boyfriend, who I love very much, in over TWO WEEKS. I haven't talked to him for FOUR DAYS. And it's painful.
My best friend's fiance was here yesterday, I got a little pissed off because they were going to ditch class...and they did.
Yesterday, I had court. (No, I didn't do anything bad.) I'm a defense attorney in the Teen Court system. (Well, normally defense.) We take real cases, with teenagers, who we know for a fact are guilty, and we decide what happens to them. It's real court...just with younger people. Last night I was Jury Foreperson, and then Judge. Interesting cases, but we are bound by confidentiality.
My sister had a birthday. That was a lot of fun.
I think that's it for updates right now...I have to be at school soon, and I think I just missed the bus...damn it.
L0V3, N
Thursday, March 11, 2010
Wednesday, March 10, 2010
T0DAY....was.....okay.....
Today wasn't great, but it wasn't horrible either.
1st period - finished watching Mrs. Doubtfire...L0V3!!!
Then off to Improv with Alyssa...more fun...
5th period - M0N0P0LY!!! Heck yes, Alyssa and I TOTALLY DOMINATED.
Then after school things got more complicated. Went to the mall, returned the shirt I got for my sister because she already has the exact one. Bought myself a black jacket...then ran out of money...great........got more money out of the bank...after I'd bitched out Alyssa...reasons not to be shared.
Talked to Robert for about an hour...don't get to see him.
I'm upset, I feel like crying, and for about a 1/2 hour, I was scared for my life.
K, that's all.
L0V3, N
1st period - finished watching Mrs. Doubtfire...L0V3!!!
Then off to Improv with Alyssa...more fun...
5th period - M0N0P0LY!!! Heck yes, Alyssa and I TOTALLY DOMINATED.
Then after school things got more complicated. Went to the mall, returned the shirt I got for my sister because she already has the exact one. Bought myself a black jacket...then ran out of money...great........got more money out of the bank...after I'd bitched out Alyssa...reasons not to be shared.
Talked to Robert for about an hour...don't get to see him.
I'm upset, I feel like crying, and for about a 1/2 hour, I was scared for my life.
K, that's all.
L0V3, N
Tuesday, March 9, 2010
ABSENCE...
Okay, I started writing a new song...and I don't think this one I'll show Robert...too...personal.
Here goes...
And they say 'absence makes the heart grow fonder'
and absence can make the heart grow stronger
but whatever they say is bullshit
'cause absence...hasn't helped me yet.
Yeah...so that's that. Then of course there's also...
And I miss you...
until I'm with you...
then I only start missing you...
when I know I have to leave you...
Yeah, so that's it. LA.
If you can't tell...I'm a little tired of 'absence'...aka, NOT SEEING HIM. :'(
L0V3,
N
Here goes...
And they say 'absence makes the heart grow fonder'
and absence can make the heart grow stronger
but whatever they say is bullshit
'cause absence...hasn't helped me yet.
Yeah...so that's that. Then of course there's also...
And I miss you...
until I'm with you...
then I only start missing you...
when I know I have to leave you...
Yeah, so that's it. LA.
If you can't tell...I'm a little tired of 'absence'...aka, NOT SEEING HIM. :'(
L0V3,
N
Monday, March 8, 2010
T0DAY
So, had a pretty nice day today...until about...oh...NOW.
Went to Law & Justice, we're watching MRS. DOUBTFIRE. Which is like, my FAVORITE MOVIE EVER. And it was totally my idea, too. So cool, I rock and so does my teacher.
Then went with Alyssa to her improv class, and before class we played I've Never with her morning group...SO FUN. I won. Then they played a round of I've Never Sex Version...Alyssa won. It was great.
Then off to Econ, and Alyssa ALMOST has me convinced to getting a tattoo on my hip this weekend. Just like a heart and 'love'.
Then we went to the mall, got money out of my account, then I took her out to lunch at Red Robin. Joe met up with us there, and he had lunch, too. I offered to pay, but he handed me money for his...which is still in my pocket...haha...he wouldn't allow me to give it back to him. Gave the waiter a pretty nice tip, I think. I dunno, I dunno how to figure out tips.
Then went shopping for my sister's 16th birthday. Dragged Joe along. He's actually...REALLY CUTE. But like 23. Alyssa wants to set me up with him, and I'm like, DUDE, I HAVE A BOYFRIEND.
And that's why I'm sad right now...not because I have a boyfriend, no, because I haven't talked to him since Wednesday (FYI, today is Monday) and I haven't seen him since the Friday before that...SO over a week ago. It really sucks. But it's what I have to live with if I'm going to date a racecar driver.
Okay, well that's it for now.
L0V3, N
Went to Law & Justice, we're watching MRS. DOUBTFIRE. Which is like, my FAVORITE MOVIE EVER. And it was totally my idea, too. So cool, I rock and so does my teacher.
Then went with Alyssa to her improv class, and before class we played I've Never with her morning group...SO FUN. I won. Then they played a round of I've Never Sex Version...Alyssa won. It was great.
Then off to Econ, and Alyssa ALMOST has me convinced to getting a tattoo on my hip this weekend. Just like a heart and 'love'.
Then we went to the mall, got money out of my account, then I took her out to lunch at Red Robin. Joe met up with us there, and he had lunch, too. I offered to pay, but he handed me money for his...which is still in my pocket...haha...he wouldn't allow me to give it back to him. Gave the waiter a pretty nice tip, I think. I dunno, I dunno how to figure out tips.
Then went shopping for my sister's 16th birthday. Dragged Joe along. He's actually...REALLY CUTE. But like 23. Alyssa wants to set me up with him, and I'm like, DUDE, I HAVE A BOYFRIEND.
And that's why I'm sad right now...not because I have a boyfriend, no, because I haven't talked to him since Wednesday (FYI, today is Monday) and I haven't seen him since the Friday before that...SO over a week ago. It really sucks. But it's what I have to live with if I'm going to date a racecar driver.
Okay, well that's it for now.
L0V3, N
Sunday, March 7, 2010
SH0UT0UT!
Who doesn't love a good shoutout?
It's a, Hello, Hi, I noticed you, Thank You!
And it's worth it.
For those of you reading this; Comments make my day better!
So this is going out to Kate (Clueless)...who makes me happy by reading and commenting.
Thank you for reading the blog! It really means a lot to me, and your comments make my day!!
L0V3, N
It's a, Hello, Hi, I noticed you, Thank You!
And it's worth it.
For those of you reading this; Comments make my day better!
So this is going out to Kate (Clueless)...who makes me happy by reading and commenting.
Thank you for reading the blog! It really means a lot to me, and your comments make my day!!
L0V3, N
Strange Dreams...
My dreams just keep getting weirder and weirder. Last night I had one where I was acting...on ice. And I sat down next to this guy backstage (who was really cute...and it was odd, he had blonde hair...haha) who I was playing his 'sister'. And for some reason I could tell he liked me and was a bit scared. I dunno, it was odd.
And then another...there's this guy Dru. He's in Play Pro. And in the dream, he like, REALLY liked me. And I allowed him to hold my hand. And he randomly blurted out 'I love you!'. And I was just like...'well that's nice.' or something like that. Then he got really depressed and I felt really bad. And I'm like, I'm sorry, really, I just...not yet. And so we're walking away from the school and I call Alyssa (my best friend). And I'm like 'oh...you need me to go there? okay...'. And so I'm like, sorry, Dru, but I have to go. And I walk to her house. FINALLY getting away from him. It was SO odd.
MMkay, that's it for now.
L0V3, N
And then another...there's this guy Dru. He's in Play Pro. And in the dream, he like, REALLY liked me. And I allowed him to hold my hand. And he randomly blurted out 'I love you!'. And I was just like...'well that's nice.' or something like that. Then he got really depressed and I felt really bad. And I'm like, I'm sorry, really, I just...not yet. And so we're walking away from the school and I call Alyssa (my best friend). And I'm like 'oh...you need me to go there? okay...'. And so I'm like, sorry, Dru, but I have to go. And I walk to her house. FINALLY getting away from him. It was SO odd.
MMkay, that's it for now.
L0V3, N
Saturday, March 6, 2010
L!F3 in general...
You know...
I just got home from having a lovely dinner with family. Celebrating my great-aunt an uncle's SIXTY SECOND, yes that's 62nd, wedding anniversary. It was great. I got to talk with them, tell them what's going on in my life...it was great.
Apparently my boyfriend's facebook is terrorizing his friend's pages. He NEVER gets on his facebook, in fact he's not even home right now, and it got hacked.
Anyway, thought I'd let you know...I'm not all that depressed anymore (even thought I totally just got an e-mail from the director informing me of rehearsal schedules and whatnot, which is really really sad...for me). I'll be okay.
L0V3, N
PS- Guys? COMMENTS MAKE MY DAY...
Yeah, I'm not afraid to flat out 'hint'. L0V3.
I just got home from having a lovely dinner with family. Celebrating my great-aunt an uncle's SIXTY SECOND, yes that's 62nd, wedding anniversary. It was great. I got to talk with them, tell them what's going on in my life...it was great.
Apparently my boyfriend's facebook is terrorizing his friend's pages. He NEVER gets on his facebook, in fact he's not even home right now, and it got hacked.
Anyway, thought I'd let you know...I'm not all that depressed anymore (even thought I totally just got an e-mail from the director informing me of rehearsal schedules and whatnot, which is really really sad...for me). I'll be okay.
L0V3, N
PS- Guys? COMMENTS MAKE MY DAY...
Yeah, I'm not afraid to flat out 'hint'. L0V3.
D3PR3SS!0N
Depression really sucks, did you know that?
I don't know. I was all excited because I was finally having all these great opportunities to be on stage, and then my dad went and cut me down. No Rocky Horror. Why the hell not? Because it's 'all about sex and transvestites' according to dad. SO...? Am I clothed onstage? Yes? Well then, what's the problem? IT'S ACTING. I don't see anything wrong with it.
It's really bugging me. And getting me down.
I can't WAIT for Robert to get home. I need him.
L0V3,
N
I don't know. I was all excited because I was finally having all these great opportunities to be on stage, and then my dad went and cut me down. No Rocky Horror. Why the hell not? Because it's 'all about sex and transvestites' according to dad. SO...? Am I clothed onstage? Yes? Well then, what's the problem? IT'S ACTING. I don't see anything wrong with it.
It's really bugging me. And getting me down.
I can't WAIT for Robert to get home. I need him.
L0V3,
N
Friday, March 5, 2010
A Performer's L!F3 for M3....
Okay, well...about a two or three months ago, I decided to really put myself into action. I wanted to act. To be on stage. So I decided I was going to audition for anything I could.
Nickel and Dimed came along. I auditioned. I didn't get a part, but I did get the opportunity to work backstage as Assistant Stage Manager. It was amazing and I loved it. That recently ended, and overlapping that was auditions for Bye Bye Birdie at my high school. I auditioned. Got THREE parts. Small, but that's better than none. Today's rehearsal was great, got our first dance number choreographed.
Then I remembered, Rocky Horror auditions! So I looked them up. The auditions are NEXT WEEK! So then I start panicking. Should I do it? Should I not? Well, I figure, Rocky rehearsals are from 6pm-9pm, and start April 5th. The performances are May 13-22. Bye Bye Birdie rehearsals are only Tuesday, Thursday, Friday from 2-4:30pm...and our final show is April 30th.
Then I remember. My senior project. Directing a play of my own.
Can I do it all?
Should I do it all?
On top of that, I have to pass all my classes.
Will I be able to do it?
Am I strong enough to handle it?
Will my parents put up with it?
Then I think...this is the L!F3 I wanted. This is what I want to DO.
What do you think. Should I go for it?
L0V3, N
Nickel and Dimed came along. I auditioned. I didn't get a part, but I did get the opportunity to work backstage as Assistant Stage Manager. It was amazing and I loved it. That recently ended, and overlapping that was auditions for Bye Bye Birdie at my high school. I auditioned. Got THREE parts. Small, but that's better than none. Today's rehearsal was great, got our first dance number choreographed.
Then I remembered, Rocky Horror auditions! So I looked them up. The auditions are NEXT WEEK! So then I start panicking. Should I do it? Should I not? Well, I figure, Rocky rehearsals are from 6pm-9pm, and start April 5th. The performances are May 13-22. Bye Bye Birdie rehearsals are only Tuesday, Thursday, Friday from 2-4:30pm...and our final show is April 30th.
Then I remember. My senior project. Directing a play of my own.
Can I do it all?
Should I do it all?
On top of that, I have to pass all my classes.
Will I be able to do it?
Am I strong enough to handle it?
Will my parents put up with it?
Then I think...this is the L!F3 I wanted. This is what I want to DO.
What do you think. Should I go for it?
L0V3, N
My first comment...L0V3
My first comment, ah L0V3. Thank you, Kate (Clueless!)!! ♥
I have 'Be Sincere' stuck in my head...or at least that's what I think it's called.
I die in the end of it...much fun! And I get to hug a guy my sister's friend likes...haha, sucks, she wasn't at rehearsal.....
Ah well, EVA STONE...I L0V3 YOU. (Choreographer, she's amazing.)
L0V3,
N
I have 'Be Sincere' stuck in my head...or at least that's what I think it's called.
I die in the end of it...much fun! And I get to hug a guy my sister's friend likes...haha, sucks, she wasn't at rehearsal.....
Ah well, EVA STONE...I L0V3 YOU. (Choreographer, she's amazing.)
L0V3,
N
S3N!0R EXPERIENCE...
Currently in S3N!0R experience...working on a resume...well, revising it...actually...posting on here when I'm SUPPOSED to be revising a resume. Oh well. Hmm. No one ever comments on here. Guess I'm not all that interesting...oh well.
I'd better get back to work...I actually came to school today...yay me. :P
L0V3, N
I'd better get back to work...I actually came to school today...yay me. :P
L0V3, N
Thursday, March 4, 2010
Ah the L!F3 of a sicky...
For some reason, this isn't letting me post in color anymore, and it makes me depressed...
I didn't get up until 2PM today...stayed home sick. School had gotten out by the time I was out of bed! Heck yes. I woke up with enough time to throw on clothes and go to school if I had felt up to it, but my sister was yelling at me and I just did NOT feel good. So I stayed in bed. Then my mom got pissed because I was gonna stay home. Blah. Just because I felt good enough to go out with Alyssa yesterday, does not mean that I can't get sicker over night. GRR. Anyway, I'm sick, I'm tired...and I don't want to go to school tomorrow but I have to...rehearsals...again. I just want to get OVER this cold! Robert comes home LATE Sunday...and I want to see him next week!
Had a dream...or two...or three...last night. They were all pretty weird. I mean, I KNOW weird, I have weird dreams all the time, but these were WAY OFF. Like, MURDER off. And kissing Robert and pulling away feeling bad because I wasn't gonna kiss him because I'm sick. I dunno, these were odd.
Well, I'm done for now. I WANT MY POST TO BE PURPLE. But it won't let me. :'(
L0V3, N
PS- I rock, I figured out how to make it purple! &heart;
I didn't get up until 2PM today...stayed home sick. School had gotten out by the time I was out of bed! Heck yes. I woke up with enough time to throw on clothes and go to school if I had felt up to it, but my sister was yelling at me and I just did NOT feel good. So I stayed in bed. Then my mom got pissed because I was gonna stay home. Blah. Just because I felt good enough to go out with Alyssa yesterday, does not mean that I can't get sicker over night. GRR. Anyway, I'm sick, I'm tired...and I don't want to go to school tomorrow but I have to...rehearsals...again. I just want to get OVER this cold! Robert comes home LATE Sunday...and I want to see him next week!
Had a dream...or two...or three...last night. They were all pretty weird. I mean, I KNOW weird, I have weird dreams all the time, but these were WAY OFF. Like, MURDER off. And kissing Robert and pulling away feeling bad because I wasn't gonna kiss him because I'm sick. I dunno, these were odd.
Well, I'm done for now. I WANT MY POST TO BE PURPLE. But it won't let me. :'(
L0V3, N
PS- I rock, I figured out how to make it purple! &heart;
Wednesday, March 3, 2010
Economics Monologue (lalala)
ECONOMICS MONOLOGUE (lalala)
I like having choices in the economic system
But I'm not gonna talk about that
In my monologue
I like making a profit off of complimentary goods
But I'm not gonna talk about that
In my monologue
La la la,
La la la
I like making transactions without any future consequences
But I'm not gonna say that
In my monologue
I like production, using natural resources
So that demand isn’t troubled by scarcity
But I'm not gonna say that
In my monologue
La la,
La la la la la
This is my economics monologue!
You might think I'd bring up alternatives
That promote substitute goods
But I'm not gonna mention them
In my monologue
La la,
La la la la la
This is my econ monologue
La la,
La la la la la
That was my economics monologue
I like having choices in the economic system
But I'm not gonna talk about that
In my monologue
I like making a profit off of complimentary goods
But I'm not gonna talk about that
In my monologue
La la la,
La la la
I like making transactions without any future consequences
But I'm not gonna say that
In my monologue
I like production, using natural resources
So that demand isn’t troubled by scarcity
But I'm not gonna say that
In my monologue
La la,
La la la la la
This is my economics monologue!
You might think I'd bring up alternatives
That promote substitute goods
But I'm not gonna mention them
In my monologue
La la,
La la la la la
This is my econ monologue
La la,
La la la la la
That was my economics monologue
Fun day today
So I went to school...SHOCKER. I came home. SHOCKER. I went back to school. Oh, and I had to WALK the second time, thank you very much. Ugh.
Then I'm leaving school and I hear "Nichole! ... Nichole!" And I turn and it's the assistant principal, and she's like "Pep Assembly, come on." And I'm all "I have class..." And give her this innocent, like 'I'm sorry' look. She lets me go. HA. LOVE that I'm at the college now...heck yes.
So I call Alyssa...my absolute best friend and 'lesbian lover'. (She's like a sister to me.) And she meets up with me and is like, we're going to catch the 118...etc, etc. So we walk, and pass a bus stop. And another stop. And another. And I'm like, WHAT THE HECK?! And then we walk all the way to 7-11, to get Slurpies. But they don't have any good flavors so we leave, and go to PetSmart.
We met up with a guy friend of hers. And she introduced me as her friend who's deaf. I'm like, great...thanks. But can read lips, and can talk. See, Alyssa is fluent in ASL, and I'm getting there. So for an HOUR or so, I'm pretending to be deaf. It sucked. TRULY TRULY SUCKED...but at the same time was kind of fun.
FINALLY, I get home. Around 6pm. And.......Robert calls me! FYI - Robert is my boyfriend who I absolutely L0V3. And...I miss the call. :'( So I try calling him back...no answer...two or three tries later...he picks up. We only got to talk for a little bit, but it was worth it. He's in another state right now for a race, and won't be back until LATE Sunday night...today, is Wednesday. So it's a little depressing. But oh well, I'll get to see him sometime next week, probably.
So yeah, that was my day. I'm tired, and have a sore throat, but oh well...
L0V3, N
Then I'm leaving school and I hear "Nichole! ... Nichole!" And I turn and it's the assistant principal, and she's like "Pep Assembly, come on." And I'm all "I have class..." And give her this innocent, like 'I'm sorry' look. She lets me go. HA. LOVE that I'm at the college now...heck yes.
So I call Alyssa...my absolute best friend and 'lesbian lover'. (She's like a sister to me.) And she meets up with me and is like, we're going to catch the 118...etc, etc. So we walk, and pass a bus stop. And another stop. And another. And I'm like, WHAT THE HECK?! And then we walk all the way to 7-11, to get Slurpies. But they don't have any good flavors so we leave, and go to PetSmart.
We met up with a guy friend of hers. And she introduced me as her friend who's deaf. I'm like, great...thanks. But can read lips, and can talk. See, Alyssa is fluent in ASL, and I'm getting there. So for an HOUR or so, I'm pretending to be deaf. It sucked. TRULY TRULY SUCKED...but at the same time was kind of fun.
FINALLY, I get home. Around 6pm. And.......Robert calls me! FYI - Robert is my boyfriend who I absolutely L0V3. And...I miss the call. :'( So I try calling him back...no answer...two or three tries later...he picks up. We only got to talk for a little bit, but it was worth it. He's in another state right now for a race, and won't be back until LATE Sunday night...today, is Wednesday. So it's a little depressing. But oh well, I'll get to see him sometime next week, probably.
So yeah, that was my day. I'm tired, and have a sore throat, but oh well...
L0V3, N
Spaghetti
I was going to cook some frozen pizza for lunch, but my dad said he'd have it when I got home from school later.
So I made myself some spaghetti noodles to go with the sauce that's in the fridge. I don't think I can eat all of this!!! There's a LOT of noodles...haha. If I could, I'd post a picture right now.
Yum, yum.
Edit- forget the picture...I kinda sorta...well, it's almost gone.
L0V3, N
So I made myself some spaghetti noodles to go with the sauce that's in the fridge. I don't think I can eat all of this!!! There's a LOT of noodles...haha. If I could, I'd post a picture right now.
Yum, yum.
Edit- forget the picture...I kinda sorta...well, it's almost gone.
L0V3, N
3C0N0M!CS (Econ)
For my economics class we have to write a song or story or comic or SOMETHING, using at least 12 of our vocabulary words. Since I just recently started writing songs, I thought I'd write something. However, I couldn't come up with anything. So, I decided to take Taylor Swift's SNL Monologue (lalala) and reconstruct it into an Economics Monologue (lalala). This is what I have so far.
I like having choices in the economic system
But I'm not gonna talk about that
In my monologue
I like making a profit off of complimentary goods
But I'm not gonna talk about that
In my monologue
La la la
La la la
I like making transactions without any future consequences
But I'm not gonna say that
In my monologue
So far...I think it's pretty good. Maybe.
L0V3, N
I like having choices in the economic system
But I'm not gonna talk about that
In my monologue
I like making a profit off of complimentary goods
But I'm not gonna talk about that
In my monologue
La la la
La la la
I like making transactions without any future consequences
But I'm not gonna say that
In my monologue
So far...I think it's pretty good. Maybe.
L0V3, N
Lat3 N!ght Blu3s
I think I cried myself to sleep last night. I remember crying...I don't remember falling asleep. I remember trying to be REALLY REALLY quiet, so I wouldn't wake anyone up, as it was midnight, and I didn't want anyone to ask me why I was crying. Because I can't tell them. And I can't tell you. Not yet anyway.
L0V3, N
L0V3, N
Introduction to my blog...
Hello, I guess I'd better introduce myself. I'm Nicholette. I'm 17 years old, and a Senior in high school.
Why a blog? Why now?
Well, I've always considered writing a blog, and now seemed like the best time. Why? Because I L0V3 to write. And I L0V3 to talk. And I L0V3...well, I just L0V3. And I have a lot of stuff going on in my L!F3 right now, and I decided, you know what, this will be a great place for me to get it all out.
I don't know who will read this. If anyone. But I think, for me, this will help. It'll help for me, with my L!F3. Because sometimes, I just need to get it all out.
So, I'm sorry...that was a very vague introduction. Hopefully I'll get better at this soon.
L0V3L0V3L0V3,
Nicholette
Why a blog? Why now?
Well, I've always considered writing a blog, and now seemed like the best time. Why? Because I L0V3 to write. And I L0V3 to talk. And I L0V3...well, I just L0V3. And I have a lot of stuff going on in my L!F3 right now, and I decided, you know what, this will be a great place for me to get it all out.
I don't know who will read this. If anyone. But I think, for me, this will help. It'll help for me, with my L!F3. Because sometimes, I just need to get it all out.
So, I'm sorry...that was a very vague introduction. Hopefully I'll get better at this soon.
L0V3L0V3L0V3,
Nicholette
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